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Let the Sunshine In! Review #1: Lesson 59

Feb 28, 2022
2 min

Let the Sunshine In! Review #1: Lesson 59

Lesson #41 (God goes with me wherever I go): I don’t know about you, but I have a liiitle trouble seeing myself as perfect. I look at my coffee-stained shirt. Or my messy house. And my asshat mind thinks-I could do better. Lesson 41 reminds me that living within the Divine is perfect certainty. That despite the illusion of a house in disarray, or spilled coffee, a perfect peace abides within. Just around the corner of my misperception. God/Source IS the All-That-Is. Lesson #4

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Get Your Love On-ACIM Review 1: Lesson #58

Feb 27, 2022
2 min

Get Your Love On-ACIM Review 1: Lesson #58

More Reviews! Lesson #36 (My holiness envelops everything I see): What you see is, literally, what you get. When we picture our lives as guilty, all we see is guilt. In our interactions. In others. In ourselves. But our Divine awesome is waaaay above all of this. And when we look for it, we remember the greatness we were born to live. Lesson #37(My holiness blessed the world): Every person we see in love ricochets that love back at least a thousand-fold. When we are brave eno

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Wisdom from Rover-ACIM Review #1: Lesson #57

Feb 26, 2022
3 min

Wisdom from Rover-ACIM Review #1: Lesson #57

Lesson #31 (I am not the victim of the world I see): My sister used to have a dog named Sadie. Sadie was playful & beautiful. But Sadie REALLY loved eating things. Barbies. Plastic. The dialogue when we would see Sadie with an indigestible items was ‘Sadie leave it!’. And so it is with us. We can choose to hang on to the thought that we are victims of the world we see. Or choose to ‘Leave it’ at the door. When the world feels as crazy as it looks right now we can choose to be

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We are Superheroes! ACIM Greatest Hits-Review #1: Lesson 56

Feb 25, 2022
2 min

We are Superheroes! ACIM Greatest Hits-Review #1: Lesson 56

Hold fast. Stay strong and remember who you are today, dear friends. The world may feel crazy, but you, my sweet joy warriors, are Superheroes. I'll elaborate. Lesson #26 (My attack thoughts are attacking my invulnerability): When I sit in judgement, I am really just judging myself. Every negative action I undertake, word I speak, or thought I think is just a method of control I am undertaking to try to stem the ever-loving tide of negativity my thoughts tell me are real. An

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How do you Feel about Orange Tulle? Review #1: ACIM Lesson 55

Feb 24, 2022
2 min

How do you Feel about Orange Tulle? Review #1: ACIM Lesson 55

Simply the best-More ACIM Reviews. Lesson #21:(I am determined to see things differently.) A personal fav- Despite my insane urge to see this dirty laundry at my life, I am determined to see the truth. That life is bigger than the laundry. Or my to-do list. That truth is heartbreakingly beautiful and more real than I could ever imagine (like my partner doing laundry ; ) ). Lesson #22: (What I see is a form of vengeance.) When (on good days) I can get over lack, scarcity and g

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Unicorn Dance Party-ACIM Review #1: Lesson 54

Feb 23, 2022
1 min

Unicorn Dance Party-ACIM Review #1: Lesson 54

More of what ACIM has gifted us with so far…. Lesson #16 (I have no neutral thoughts.): We are powerful co-creators. So why not create a Unicorn-dance party rather than Eeyore’s version of reality? Be a Tigger. Let the world’s ah-mazing shine through. Lesson #17: (I see no neutral things.): Projections are reflections. A mirror reflecting back our inner reality. And the cool part is, our mirrors can reflect the light. In all beings. In ourselves. When we let them. Shine on! L

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Let's, Go To, The Movies....ACIM Review #1: Lesson 53

Feb 22, 2022
2 min

Let's, Go To, The Movies....ACIM Review #1: Lesson 53

More greatest hits in Review. Brought to you by ACIM: Lesson #11: (My meaningless thoughts are showing me a meaningless word.) Our lives are a picture-show. And when I believe that the plot, I am watching is who the characters and situations really are-I’m just fooling myself into believing a story that doesn’t really exist. When I investigate the truth behind my false perception-I find the real story. Love and Divinity within all I see. Lesson #12: (I am upset because I see

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Finding What Is-ACIM Review 1: Lesson #52

Feb 21, 2022
2 min

Finding What Is-ACIM Review 1: Lesson #52

Today is another ACIM Greatest Hits version 2.0. A collection of reviews of what the Course has covered so far. Here’s my personal highlight reel. Lesson #6 (I am upset because I see what's not there): I am a magician. When I am upset, I am Houdini. I replace what is real-love and acceptance (especially of myself)-with the smoke & mirrors of uncertainty. Never fear, the Divine is beautiful, majestic & unchangeable. Lesson #7 (I see only the past): I am a judge. I look at ev

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ACIM Greatest Hits-Review I: Lesson 51 Monkey Dance Party

Feb 20, 2022
2 min

ACIM Greatest Hits-Review I: Lesson 51 Monkey Dance Party

This morning my mind monkeys were having a dance party. Little shifts. They were roaming around whispering things like You are not articulate. You never say the right thing. You will never be enough. It was a communication-themed party. And I truly wished I had not been invited. Then the cats started crying with the monkeys….It was a cacophony of chaos. In my mind. Outside of it. But then I picked up the course: Review #1: Nothing I see means anything: Let go of the chaos, it

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ACIM Rewind: ACIM Review I-Bring on the Dancing!

Feb 20, 2022
2 min

ACIM Rewind: ACIM Review I-Bring on the Dancing!

There’s a reason they call it a course. It is set up just like grade school. First the Lessons. Then the Review. And the test….well that is just life-a-livin’ folks. The Reviews that follow lesson 50 take all the Bajinga we have put together so far…and ask us to make the magic happen in our lives. Here’s the ask: Go through the review of the lessons, 5 at a time, and see how you feel about them now. If you like one, keep it for the day ; ) Simple right? The gist of this is t

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The Story of Stripey-ACIM Lesson 50

Feb 19, 2022
1 min

The Story of Stripey-ACIM Lesson 50

When I was little, I had a pillow I took everywhere. It’s name was Stripey. Because it was green and white striped lol. Stripey came with me on vacations. It cradled me to sleep every night. Stripey even smelled like pancake syrup from the many early morning breakfasts we shared together. I loved stripey. But I became dependent upon her. At a certain age being unable to sleep without a particular pillow becomes less sweet and a liiitttle needy. Don’t get me wrong, it wasn’t S

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Exorcising Our Scary Thoughts-ACIM Lesson 49

Feb 18, 2022
2 min

Exorcising Our Scary Thoughts-ACIM Lesson 49

God’s Voice speaks to me all through the day. Have you ever seen the movie the Exorcist? Whaaaaat??? Stick with me. For those that haven’t seen the flick, it chronicles the possession of a young girl by a nefarious spirit. It talks through her. Makes her do scary things. In one scene, it even engages in some graphic projectile vomiting all over a holy man (Yipes!). In truth, my monkey-brain does the same thing y’all. I’m not kidding. It tells me negative things about myself.

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Creating Sustainable Thoughts-ACIM Lesson 48

Feb 17, 2022
2 min

Creating Sustainable Thoughts-ACIM Lesson 48

There is nothing to fear. Hmmm….Plagues. War. Petulance. Excuse me Lesson 48, there is nothing to fear?!! You’ve gotta be kiddin’ me. Buuuut Lesson 48 invites me to have another looksie. To choose again. If my world is an out-picturing of my reality, for example, then I am always in choice. So why would I choose all the anger. The unrest? Well, that’s really just Pam Grout’s Asshat talking. My monkey mind. The small self’s idea of what it falsely believes the world looks like

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We are Popeye-ACIM Lesson 47

Feb 16, 2022
1 min

We are Popeye-ACIM Lesson 47

God is the Strength in which I trust. I am not known to be talented with grammar. In fact, when I was in college (for the second time), my partner proof-read my essays. I’m that bad at it. Don’t get me wrong, I’m not upset at myself. It is just not my forte. But even I noticed something about today’s ACIM lesson-the word Strength is capitalized. And, like most of ACIM, I believe there is a reason. When I trust in my small ‘s’ strength. The one run by my fears and anxieties,

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The Gift of Forgiveness-ACIM Lesson 46

Feb 15, 2022
2 min

The Gift of Forgiveness-ACIM Lesson 46

God is the Love in which I Forgive. When I was a teenager, I had a friend. This friend was a loving, kind person. When she listened I felt unbelievably heard and seen. This friend had a dysfunctional family. I can’t even imagine what her daily life was like. At times this friend would act out. She would attempt to hold onto relationships which came into her life-sometimes those she saw in mine which seemed to be just what she needed. At the time I called this trying to steal

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Falling in Love with Monkeys-ACIM Lesson 45

Feb 14, 2022
2 min

Falling in Love with Monkeys-ACIM Lesson 45

God is the Mind with which I think. I have a secret to share. It’s deliciously shocking. I have negative thoughts. Lots of them. Sometimes they flow like Niagra Falls into my life. And there isn’t a damn in the world that can stop up that shift. Take last night, for example. My (cat) child was up at 3 AM. Crying. Getting in his brothers face while he was trying to sleep. Eating his cat-brothers food for no reason at all (his bowl was full). I. Was. Not. Pleased. I was not ple

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Walkin' on Sunshine-ACIM Lesson 44

Feb 13, 2022
1 min

Walkin' on Sunshine-ACIM Lesson 44

God is the Light in which I see. As I was on a walk this morning, I was pondering the tulips. It is winter here in the Midwest and snow is always on the horizon. But this morning happened to smell like Spring for some reason, and it made me think of the tulips. Of the miraculous lives they live. Once planted they seed and reseed themselves. They poke their brave heads out of the snowy ashes of Winter. Triumphant in their victorious dance towards the light. They are truly phen

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Bird is the Word-ACIM Lesson 43

Feb 12, 2022
2 min

Bird is the Word-ACIM Lesson 43

God is my Source. I cannot see apart from Him. There is a tenant in spirituality that details the difference between perceiving and knowing. Perceiving-what our small selves tell us is ours to live vs sweet security of knowing where our souls truly belong. I’ll admit, I’ve struggled at times trying to be in my knowing. Comprehending how to just be with the moment, rather than doing the things the world tells me are mine to do (clean the house, vacuum the carpet, etc.). But th

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Be the Light...ACIM Lesson 42

Feb 11, 2022
2 min

Be the Light...ACIM Lesson 42

God is my strength. Vision is His gift. I’ve mentioned I was a chronic insomniac as a child. The worst part, for me, wasn’t a fear of the dark. Or the monsters I was sure were hiding beneath my bed. It was the loneliness. A feeling that I was the only one in the world up at that hour. Before the internet, or cell phones, there wasn’t a method of reaching out across time and space in the middle of the night. So there was just 10-year old me. Alone and scared. Mostly of my own

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Hope in the Darkness-ACIM Lesson 41

Feb 10, 2022
2 min

Hope in the Darkness-ACIM Lesson 41

God goes with me wherever I go. Yesterday was not a grand day. I felt tired. Anxious. Unseen. Unheard. I moped around the house. For no reason at all. Even the cats steered clear of my gloomy presence. I just couldn’t get motivated. And this left me feeling invalidated. If I couldn’t DO who was I? Then the labels came. Lazy. Unsuccessful. Even self-doubt took a turn on my mind merry-go-round. It made me feel lonely. It made me feel like I was the only person in the world to

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